Hello 2015!! I'm so excited to start this year with you all! So I announced the title of my book via social media the other day and showed the cover.
I'm looking at January 27th for pre sale and February 10th to be my release day. I'm so excited to share my journey with you all. I've been single for 4 years now and it has been an amazing, crazy and difficult walk. If anybody tells you that being single is easy they lied and if anybody tells you 3 plus years of celibacy is easy they definitely LIED! But God is a keeper, there's nothing too hard or impossible for Christ. Surface level CHRISTIANITY is dangerous and it gives a false view of who God truly is... 4 years ago when I decided to shut down the game I was playing, the lies I was telling and the secret life I was leading nobody was cheering me on. See nobody knew about the battle I faced with sex or impurity. I hid it well on the outside but internally I was falling apart. This was before Pinky Promise, before having friends and women who helped me. I was alone and I didn't know any other women in their early 20's living whole, single and celibate. Sex is a good thing within the confines of marriage... Fire is a good thing within the confines of cooking, heating but when it gets out of those boundaries it will burn your house down! I burnt my house down in the sense that I no longer knew who I was, I felt empty inside. Growing up in school they teach you about pregnancy and stds but what they won't teach you about is soul ties. To some people soul ties are imaginary or made up but let me tell you how real it is... When you give your heart, soul and body to a person who has not paid the price for you, created covenant with you then you are living dangerously. That person has free will to just leave... They don't have an obligation to stay and you're left to pick up the pieces while they move on with their lives! Here you are stuck with these emotions, feelings and attachments to this person who has moved on. This is the second day of a new year, page 2 of 365 and you have the ability to surrender to God so he can detach you from some "stuff". You haven't done too much for him to change you. I don't care if you have 8 kids and they all have different fathers, society can label you but God's label is the one you ultimately want. Lol didn't mean to get preachy just had to share my heart! I hope you'll be encouraged by my blog and post this year! I just want to be everything that God wants me to be.